I don’t know why i find it really difficult to talk. Beforehand i have so much i want to say but then i am in the room and all i can do is focus on the weird noise the machines in the room make or the things on the desk. I cant remember and i don’t know what to say. And then i leave and i feel so built up with anger and frustration that i have walked away fighting tears and i don’t know why. When i’m sat in the room all i can do is be awkward and jumpy. I just want to be able to focus and be real.
I want to say thank you for not giving up on me even when sometimes i do. And for putting up with me totally over running my slot without even saying a work to fill the time.